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peaceandsweets
22 November 2009 @ 02:33 pm
I just received my loan repayment slips in the mail today. The next ten years of my life will be dedicated to working to payback schools loans.

The JET application is due tomorrow at 5:30pm to the DC embassy and I am 50% done with the application, 20% done with the essay and waiting on 1 letter of rec. And I have to make a 1 hour drive to my alma mater to get it from my former prof/supervisor since she had apparently asked someone else and they told her the deadline was Dec 1st - despite the fact that my letter, email and phone call to her all stated clearly that the deadline was Nov 24th.

I haven't heard back from my current supervisor so I have no idea if I should go visit my kids (my students, not actually my kids thank god) tomorrow.

My younger brother is an asshole born unto this world to make my life hell.

URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK MY LIFE, DAMMIT!


/rant

I feel a tiny bit better now.
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peaceandsweets
09 November 2009 @ 02:20 pm
OMG I haven't posted in a long long time. Things have been hectic. Therefore I will simply list all that has occurred/will be occurring in my life soon.

1. I've been aggressively job hunting. Unfortunately, the jobs I can apply for are limited. Referred to #2 for the reason why.

2. I'm applying for JET! Hence, I am only applying for jobs that are related to teaching. Hopefully I can get in and be in Japan soon. *crosses fingers*

3. I'm doing Nanowrimo this year. Oh Gods, will I finish? Will it be any good? Why am I doing this to myself?

4. Halloween was stressful this year. I had to make 2.5 costumes for my little brothers. I'll post some pictures soon.

5. My brother was diagnosed with a collapsed lung and there were pockets of air stuck inside they were concerned about. It was crazy because my father hates doctors. There was a lot of arguing between my parents and the doctors about whether or not to do surgery to suck out the air from his lungs. Eventually the doctors gave in and didn't perform the surgery. My brother's ok now - the pockets of air somehow cleared up. But I doubt that was the last visit he'll be making to the hospital. Apparently, this disorder comes and goes especially if the person is skinny which my brother is.

6. My mother is driving me crazy. There's a reason why I went away for college. Unfortunately, I have to put up with her until I make enough money or JET flies me to Japan.

So that's it, my life for the past few months in a nutshell.
 
 
 
 
peaceandsweets
06 May 2009 @ 07:04 pm
I was recently reminded that I am 22 years old and will be 23 in six months. I can’t believe I am so old. And I’m going to have wrinkles! For the longest time, I honestly believed I’d accomplish so much by and now. But here I am, about to graduate soon, with no job, no man, no babies, no nothing significant at all. I'm so lost. I really need a break to just sit and reevaluate myself and my future.

/emo rant

But on the flipside so are most graduates XD
 
 
peaceandsweets
28 April 2009 @ 10:37 pm
Moving this here. My translation is here: http://precious-metals.livejournal.com/14694.html#cutid1

Ryuichi’s writing style is very unique. He tends to write in fragments and although this technique can be jarring, his lyrics have just as much depth if not more so than detailed, descriptive lyrics. And it’s not just the lyrics themselves – it’s the song as a whole that creates this beautiful masterpiece that is "4:00AM".

This was my first LUNA SEA song so I thought for the longest time that Ryuichi usually sang like this. Not quite - if you listen to the rest of their music, this is far from his normal singing voice. He’s still got that uniquely Ryuichi Kawamura pacing that he uses for Luna Sea’s slower songs ~ you know, where he sings at an even pace and it has this interesting effect of slowing everything down and forcing you to really listen to the lyrics. The way he sings in "4:00AM" creates a very intimate atmosphere almost like you're eavesdropping on him talking to his lover. There’s this quiet heart breaking sadness in the tone of his voice. Towards the end of the song, he even sounds as if he’s on the verge of tears T___T. Overall, it’s like listening to a completely different singer.

Same thing can be said about the music too. It’s definitely like listening to a completely different band. If J’s distinctive bass solo wasn’t in here, it’d be hard to believe that this was one of Luna Sea’s babies. The music is really mellow and remains sedate until the end. What really drives the song is Ryuichi’s voice and that simple melody reiterated by the piano and guitars ("da da da, da da da" – ok it looks stupid written out – shut up). "4:00AM" begins with a cell phone ringing and goes straight into that simple piano melody that is woven throughout the rest of the song and from there the song builds up gradually. The part that really gets me is when Sugizo holds those notes like for forEVER, @ about 3:46 when Ryuichi sings “dawn comes softly.” But don’t mind me – I just have a squeeing/swooning thing for guys who make their guitars wail :B And Sugizo is like the GAWD of guitar-wailing. That man makes a piece of wood and metal strings ssssssssssssssssssiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg. Anyhoo - It’s only after Ryuichi finishes singing that the music FINALLY builds and builds and softly bursts or implodes or explodes or whatever the Mana you want to call it, just like a firecracker.

Onto the lyrics!

Because of the nature in which Ryuichi writes his lyrics – Luna Sea songs are open to a variety of interpretations. I think "4:00AM" is about the end of a relationship. It’s that point where you’ve tried all you can to salvage the relationship but sometimes you just can’t. And you have to admit to yourselves and each other that it’s time to move on with your lives.

This is how I envision it: The song begins in the early morning when it’s still dark, after the couple has spent their last night together. "It's ok to mix together" makes me think about sex. "Cold" and "warm" can be seen as two opposites ~ as in two people who are completely different from one another or man and woman. The cell phone ringing in the beginning of the song as an alarm clock telling him that it’s time to go. I checked and apparently the sun rises at about 4AM-5AM in Japan. Clever Ryuichi. The song’s title backs up my interpretation that this song is about the end of a relationship. Sun rise leads to a new day, symbolizing new beginnings, leaving behind the remains of yesterday’s baggage.

The speaker has a lot of love for his lover. The vulnerable tone of his voice as he sings to her is as much a reflection of his own sadness over this parting as well as an attempt to soothe her. He wants her to hear this song because he cares about her and wants to reassure her about his love. But as much as he wants the night to last forever ("Night, don't disappear"), like the end of a relationship, you can't stop the sun from rising.

And the end of the song – Oh My Gawd. By the time he finishes singing and leaves her, the sun has begun to rise. And kiddies, if you could turn visuals into music, 4:28 onward is exactly how dawn would sound like. The sun slowly peeks out over the horizon, slowly, slowly and then the earth is suddenly and completely saturated with sunlight. I don’t know how to explain any better :’( Just listen to it and imagine the sun rising!

Download the dang song! They're just plain AWESOME!
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peaceandsweets
30 March 2009 @ 01:15 pm
School started today. ULGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And I already can't wait for it to end. Senioritis like WHOA, srs.
 
 
peaceandsweets
28 February 2009 @ 10:25 pm
My girl Utada's new PV is OUT!



She sure is purty. And now I want to cut my hair in a bob just like hers! And I will totally copy her makeup too! The video is pretty and all but that director, Anthony something or other? I'm really getting tired of his videos. They all look the same.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WfPqwoIBuXI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8XC7idFyvE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utYiUCjyaY0

I mean they're artistic and pretty and he definitely has a distinct style but ENOUGH ALREADY. I GET IT. He better add more pizzazz into his work or else he and i are DONE PROFESSIONALLY.
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peaceandsweets
I painted this in Photoshop recently. But something seems a bit off about it. Please help me figure it out. Oh - and give me an idea for what I should do to the background. All my creative juices are gone.


Hazuki painting by ~preciousmetals on deviantART

Here is the picture I used as a reference:

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peaceandsweets
WHAT THE FUCK?

I know I'm awake right now (paper is due) but NOT EVERYONE IS YOU ASSHOLE!

It figures that the only person with a full stereo system on this floor is the one who plays it full blast at 7:00am too. Fucking asshole! He KNOWS these walls are thin as hell too! It's closer to 8 now - meaning more people will be up because they have class in 30 minutes. I'll just be turning on MY loud-ass JROCK music and blast it towards the wall. Hope you like a taste of your own medicine ASSHOLE!

I swear I've heard him play that shit @ 4am also. WHAT AN ASS!
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peaceandsweets
I decided to sign up for drumming lessons this term - why? I have no idea - I don't even notice drummers, let alone their instruments. But I didn't want to take piano with my piano teacher. Imagine an old lady who's living it up like it's 1889. Seriously, she wears floor length dresses and has a fierce bouffant. And string instruments (though I desperately want to learn bass) are beyond me.

So my drum instructor told me to pick 6 songs where I like the drumming and he's going to transcribe it for me to play. So now I'm stuck trying to figure out which songs I can hear the drumming - I think I'm going a little deaf.

But Dir en Grey's Obscure definitely is making the list right now. I just started playing with the bass drum and love love LOVE it! Maybe even more than the hats.
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peaceandsweets
08 November 2008 @ 04:25 pm
I've finished 5 pages of a 10 page paper that was due yesterday. But I finally watched Gazette's LEECH PV today and wanted to comment. Hiromi is back yall! I knew it! And isn't the model pretty? She kind of looks like that "very intense japanese lesson" girl on youtube.

Anyhoo, I'm not dead - just extremely busy. It is my senior year and I've got lots to do before I can graduate :( Maybe as soon as this term is over I can come back on LJ.

DIR EN GREY will be in Minneapolis again in about 2 weeks WOOT! Can't wait for it!!!!!!!!!1
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peaceandsweets
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still kicking yall! Just wanted to drop by with this:

PROBAMA '08

Get out and vote!
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peaceandsweets
17 August 2008 @ 10:45 pm
Something I ripped and uploaded for the Sadie lj comm.

Crimson Tear radio preview: http://www.mediafire.com/?952f9gce1zd
Sadie on NEO ID: http://www.mediafire.com/?8gyyynxfjzw

Highlights from the radio show:
- 2:19 keifrog trys to introduce himself as aki xD
- 3:54 kei says "Hello" and "I love you" in Korean when Mizuki reads a letter from a Korean fan who says she really likes keifrog
- Mizuki? says he wants to go shopping in Korea
- 21:08 breast talk. Question was "where do you look when you first meet someone(girl)? mao says "face, not breasts". then he and kei start playing with the words "face, breasts, FACEBREASTS."
- 22:27 keifrog says "I want to see breasts!" in his muppet voice ~ I don't think I've ever seen or listened to an interview where they DON'T mention breasts somewhere XDDDDD
- 22:50 Kei-sensei presents "Muppetpiece Theatre" (at least that's what their voices sound like to me xD) and Mao fails at doing muppet voice
- random sing-alongs, mainly initiated by keifrog
- mizuki laughs so loud!! it startled me once when I wasn't paying attention.

i'm beginning to think keifrog and mizuki share the same mind (⌒▽⌒)
 
 
peaceandsweets
16 August 2008 @ 10:31 pm
This time it's 人格ラヂオ (Jinkaku Radio)'s 悠希 (Yuuki). I blame it on the following video. You may or may not know this but www.starchildren24.com, a jrock site has begun to sub some of the clips on their site. And this was one of them. Just watch it. It's got 2chan, hemorrhoids, penis jokes, subtle Jinkaku Radio yaoi-references and overall Yuuki-goodness! Notice the way he says "Radio".

http://dotsub.com/films/realaprojectfeaturingwithjinkakuradio/index.php?autostart=true&language_setting=en_2014

...you know you want to see more of Yuuki... )
 
 
peaceandsweets
16 August 2008 @ 10:13 pm


Tracklist:
1. walk along ~infinite remix~
2. and... hope

How far from here to you? )
 
 
peaceandsweets
16 August 2008 @ 10:10 pm
2nd attempt at making icons. Hopefully it's not full of fail.

[7] D
[12] Sendai Kamotsu
[9] Takuya of gossip
[12] the GazettE

+ Credit if using
+ Comments are not necessary (but welcome).
+ Textless ≠ base.

Preview:


Follow the cut... )
 
 
peaceandsweets
15 August 2008 @ 10:22 pm
I found LOST NAME's 不平等な世界で (fubyoudou na sekai de/In an unequal world) PV on good old youtube. This was a live-distributed song and the PV came with their first single Zora. I liked this song. Too bad thei r first single sucked and then they disbanded :( They had such promise...



Youtube screencaps FTW )
 
 
peaceandsweets
[11] D

+ Credit if using
+ Comments are not necessary (but welcome).
+ Textless ≠ base.

Preview:


Follow the cut... )
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peaceandsweets
14 August 2008 @ 10:17 pm
I miss Kousei and ghost. I has a weakness for men with piercings.

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peaceandsweets
14 August 2008 @ 05:07 pm
Ever since I entered college (and got away from the strict scrutiny of the parentals), I've been having so much fun destroying playing with my hair. The following is my hair history.

Pictures under the cut )
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peaceandsweets
12 August 2008 @ 02:25 am
I stole this idea from someone else's blog :p

Anyhoo, the idea is that you post up ten weird things about yourself and people are supposed to respond with their own 10 ten, trying to out-weird you. I don't know if anyone can. I have to admit, I'm a pretty weird girl. So here goes:

Prepare yourself for weird... )
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